somewhere in june..im very very sicked...was down hospitalised for 2weeks...goshh!! god knows how i felt that time...im in great pain...
memanjatkan doa Keapad Dia memang tak putus dari mulut ini...sekadar doa dan usaha dapat aku buat ketika itu...selebihnya atau keajaibannya pada Dia....
alhamdulliah keluar juga dari wad...but with full of terms n conditions dari doktor...huhuhu...well "yes sir, i will" that's was my answer to agreed with the terms n conditions from dokter Bad...kalau tak i jadik jeruk lerr kat dalam wad tu lagikkk...huhuhu
After keluar..had my life so bad kat rumah...uncomfortable la...macam2 semua tak kena...then turn down...a friend that really closed to me suddenly buat hal...whyy??? i never knew till now...
may be kejujuran i n lihat apa i ada n lalui buat hati dia sakit kahh??? why cant she tell me the truth...hmmm i kena fitnat dengan onar2 dia to my others fren...entahlah...part of the matters dia yang start with the conversation about other fren...pandai dia manipulate me involved dengan perangai bertopeng2 dia...she started the topics n tanya me...i pun dungu pegi layan...at the end my name jugak yang kena jual...
ntah at one time my nerve dah tak boleh tahan tengok her dummbooo sms...saying she is 2 million rich woman...fuhhhh!!!....to me good la...my friend is a millionaire...proud n happy....question is why on earth at one time she asked me where to find koperasi nak pinjam duit...coz apply loan n credit card tak approve??? is that millionaire???why on earth again she wants to compete herself dgn i....
ada aku kisah ker gaji 5600 tuhh???hello u makan gaji, i tak pernah tanya pun selama ni...i tak makan gaji, but i do business...my gaji based on my projects...so dont compare la my lifestyle with u...tak pernah terlintas pun nak kata i ni best lifestyle n good bussiness ada...why should u feel so down about yourself with me??hishhh cant understand these peoples laaa...ada lagi fikiran kolot mcm tu...last2 u buang i...cerita here n there macam2 like u tu bagus....but i keep quiet jer laa tak kuasa nak layan childish nihh...at one time she will stop...
lagi banyak dia tabur cerita tak elok on me...lagi Allah tu bukakan rezeki i sekarang...doa orang teraniaya Allah makbulkan...takpe la i redha dah bahagian i kena dapat kawan yang paling i hormat n sanjung buat macam ni to me dalam keadaan i yang tak berapa elok...
just be careful if someone so sweet baik depan uu...and at the back or dalam hati menanah ya amatssss dengan u rupaynya....i just cant believed...orang pelajaran tinggi mcm tu ada jugak attitude tak seiring dgn pelajaran dia...sometimes i feel so pity on her...i dont think she is happy with her life actually...
its like nitemare freddy kruger laa this woman....hehehe...but takes me quite sometimes to erased what she's doing to me....for now i forgive her...but between she and God itu hal dia...kita manusia tak pernah sempurna sifat dan akal....
