sometimes i had to follow the flow although deep in me i dont want to...but what can i said that's life should be...
hmm...most important thing is "SABAR"..huhuhu i dont know how much effort i put into that frame of SABAR till i get all the strength back slowly few months ago...lucky GOD gave me a very good heart to be SABAR for all the test HE has given to me...n i take it as the path of life...its a long, difficult journey that i had to go thru somehow..n alone..
let other said n condemned for nothing...coz they are not in my shoes...do they feel the pain???...NO....do they know how hard it is???....NO....do they realised i need the spirit to fight???...welll NO....do they think what im thinking for my best???...NO...they are totally know nothing except having their EGO n EMO...so do i have to care for them since they made their words of punishment on me???....so its NO also from me...fair n square...u get what u give...n what u paid...that's life...the real life of human nature....
