u tau nana...kawan u perempuan katik nama E tuhhh...send me Happy Deepavali wish malam raya hindu tuhh!!....
kalau nak hina i sekali pun tak payah lah macam tuhh...i bukan keling macam dia nak celebrate raya hindu tuhh...meluattttt giler i tengok sms dia...ada hati nak sms...setakat nak sakitkan hati tak payah lah...tengok perangai pun dah sama macam kelllllll!!!....i tak reply pun sms dia...such a waste of time layan orang macam tuh...
why nak sms i pun i tak taulah....maybe lonely lah kot dah tak ada orang nak kawan and dengar auta dia agaknyer....
i swear n never ever to get involved lagi dengan perempuan perangai macam ular lidah bercabang2 nih....get out of my life...i tak rugi apa pun coz i tak buat salah apa...im being manipulated by that bitch selama nih nak cover up apa dia buat...what a fool kannn....
ermmm kawan u kan nana semua tuh...they all seems to be alright kat mata u...and i just a shit to uu...takpe nana..semua dah berlalu...biar Allah ajer yang buat judgement...
i nak buat hal i...selagi ada nafas n nyawa Allah bagi ni...biarlah i cari keredhaan dari Dia...tak guna i layan perempuan macam tu lagi...
Sunday, 30 October 2011
no words to describe....
dear nana....
im writing this for you today..just for you...
there's no words to described when my mom ask me "how is ad doing???"...macam konkrit hempukkkk kepala i tetiba lah dat question keluar.... :P
well, i only reply "he's doing great n happy i guess mama, i dont even know anything bout him anymore now" and my mom gave me that (?)punya look...what now mama??? betul i tak tau mana dia, how is he doing..i dont want to know...if he can do macam tu, so do i sekarang nih...not in my diary lagi dah...well nana, it hurts me to said those kinda words actually...but that is the fact..we never meant to be with each other kannn....
Allah tu sempurna untuk bagi kita takdir...rela n redha kan ajer...ada lah benda lagi baik buat kita lepas ni...hmmm entahlah nana....dah lama fikiran n perasaan i tak terganggu dengan keadaan kita ni...hari ni bagaikan tersentap jiwa i sekali lagi...bila mama tanya bout u....cuma jawapan yang jujur dan ikhlas dari hati ni yang dapat i bagi pada mama....i tak harap apa-apa nana...its all over...but bohonglah kalau sikit pun hati ni tak terusik bila berkaitan dengan u nana...
and again i broke my tears this evening just for you nana....dah lama i tak macam ni...seriously dah setahun lebih tak keluar airmata semata untuk u...and those memories came back one by one stepping into my vision sekarang....and im fighthing to losing it now...i dont want to get cracked again n again...hmmmm...
i miss u nana...that is all i can tell right now...
im writing this for you today..just for you...
there's no words to described when my mom ask me "how is ad doing???"...macam konkrit hempukkkk kepala i tetiba lah dat question keluar.... :P
well, i only reply "he's doing great n happy i guess mama, i dont even know anything bout him anymore now" and my mom gave me that (?)punya look...what now mama??? betul i tak tau mana dia, how is he doing..i dont want to know...if he can do macam tu, so do i sekarang nih...not in my diary lagi dah...well nana, it hurts me to said those kinda words actually...but that is the fact..we never meant to be with each other kannn....
Allah tu sempurna untuk bagi kita takdir...rela n redha kan ajer...ada lah benda lagi baik buat kita lepas ni...hmmm entahlah nana....dah lama fikiran n perasaan i tak terganggu dengan keadaan kita ni...hari ni bagaikan tersentap jiwa i sekali lagi...bila mama tanya bout u....cuma jawapan yang jujur dan ikhlas dari hati ni yang dapat i bagi pada mama....i tak harap apa-apa nana...its all over...but bohonglah kalau sikit pun hati ni tak terusik bila berkaitan dengan u nana...
and again i broke my tears this evening just for you nana....dah lama i tak macam ni...seriously dah setahun lebih tak keluar airmata semata untuk u...and those memories came back one by one stepping into my vision sekarang....and im fighthing to losing it now...i dont want to get cracked again n again...hmmmm...
i miss u nana...that is all i can tell right now...
Thursday, 6 October 2011
...sumpah sedappp giLer!!!
heee tak dapat upload gambar kek karot pujaan hati yang buat sendiri tadi...memang terbaik dari ladang lahhh!!...di jamin suci, bersih dan halal...ehehehe...puas hati buat sendiri...
teringin sangat nak makan dah 2minggu nih...so i mengoogle lah cari resepi the best carrot cake in web site lah kan...n thank you so much sapa yang bagi resepi tuh...sedapp!! semoga Allah murahkan rezeki anda lagi...terima kasih banyak-banyak...i fell in love with that cake!! nana if u were here...i want to share it with u...how happy i am today dapat buat kek nih!!...ermmmm kannnn....
eh lupa rupanya dah lama tak jengah pokokrhu i nih...sib idup lagik!!...macam tuan dia jugek lah...on n off cari oksigen...that is life i called it nowdays...
apapun im happy with my new chapter of life now...being around with people who understand me..thank u guys!!!....semoga Allah merahmati anda semua selalu....terbaikk!!!
HORREYYYY DAH DAPAT UPLOAD GAMBAR (17/10/2011)
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