such a long silence i am now...upon my condition is not in good hand right now...being so ill...and i missed tying in here...only here..in one love story...
i realised that nothing can compared with the love i have forever inside me...for the past few months i tried to ignore like nobody business with that one precious love i owed..but honestly i cant live with it...its being like an air to my breathing all these while..and how could i let it simply fly away just like that...
for a month being ill and so down under..i feel like the end of the world already..come to think sometimes is there any hope for me?..is there any chance again?..my prayers to Almighty Allah..with his willingness insyaAllah i hope for a recovery...although its spreading...my prayers has no limit to HIM..every second of my life i prayed for a recovery...guide me all the strength and keep me strong to go thru all this..although is so hard and pain for me to take it...but i accept the faith...believing and not giving up so fast is my ultimate goal now...i have to put more courage in myself right now...
believe in me...stay positive always...i dont care who doesnt care for me...coz there's a lot of frens that really cared for me...and i lost that love again...and now i found a new love...but it doesnt feel the same like my one love i had all these while...at least he cured me a lot...he gave me the support and spirit to fight my illness...thank u sham...i'll remember always...
