hari ni mood mcm taugehh...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

sakit balik...and whole nite tak boleh lelap...n i cried again...coz the feelings is so strong..i can't hardly put it away like i wanted it to be..why....mmmmm

im so weak in my soul and my heart nowdays..i have to be ready in every way now..gossshhh!!..every days and nights god is hearing my soul is crying for some mercy..i can't hardly take it anymore..im hopeless to it now..the strength is flying to nowhere..i couldnt reached for it anymore..i 'need' you badly in my unstable condition back like before..

i just want to be happy for a while n feel that moment again..how i wish i can treasure that awesome lovely moments with you again without knowing nothing is happening with me...

hmm que sera sera...what will be..will be...

i missed you...