..hmmm never want to lied to myself very much anymore...i do miss uu badly now n then..forever...denying it kills me very bad here...
only tears in my prayers could eased my pain missing uu badly inside...why?..i dont know...the feelings is so natural for u...i dont know bout u there...i guess u might be happy n forgotten me as before...its okay i never want to expect anything from u for now..things happened the way we dont want it to be...n we cant hide or run away from it...n we cant give more to it...so let it be gone...whether we hurting each other, we are blaming each other..the fact is me from my side i have to purposely let be apart from u...i cant see u in sadness, i cant see u in madness, i cant see u upset when something isnt right in my situation neither your situation there..
i just love you all these while...n i will continuing loving u like i used to...damnn i love n miss you the entire life of me...never i want to betrayal this love that i owned for decades in me...the love that i kept almost my life inside here...
i lost the smile that i used to adore so much when i saw it...i lost everything now..emptiness...
