Wednesday, 3 March 2010

shireen

a friend who always with me all these while..a place to share my sorrow, my happiness..n my journey of love..

without you where will i be now..thank you reen...such a wonderful person you are...you understand me so well...you know what's inside me much more than myself..thanked to you to made me realised now that love does not conquer everything that we kept...now i know what's appreciation meant to my story...

yes reen..sometimes i cant lied to myself to pretend that i can easily let him go and forget bout himm..but im just a person with heart n love...n you know how deep it is...u remember in class at college??heheheheh..my LCCI exam paper...written his name...kena reject that paper send back...huhuhuhu....its all about him reen kann....im so crazy in love that time...yes till i realised now who he is...remember the muffler i wore it everyday in class..hehehe...now its gone reen...the necklace ingat tak tempah kat brader CM tu...only left the words aje...rantai dia dah hangusss..hmmm its all gone...

reeen, thanks being with me few months ago...surviving it in hardest time is so miracle to me...i thanked god for it..giving the chance again..to see surrounding me..n feel more pain with my love journey...yes reen it hurts me so much inside...whatelese i can do more to make him continuing living in comfort zone there..do i have choice???...NO...coz i love him so much reen...that's why im putting our relationship into this hardest way...for me...i dont know bout him know...i miss him reen...he can be mad at me now...if only he knew what im trying to do n say...i think he wouldnt be at this stage now...

im dying inside reen...dying in every single way i have now...n u much noted that now...but like u said life has to move on..no matter what happened...yes i know...but in saddness way...