hmmm 2 bulan dah berlalu...but u are always with me...
5.12.09...the last day we meet and the last day our love ends...dear..that night deep in my heart i wanted so much to tell you what had happened to me..but at the same time u came out with a messy problems that will jeopardy your relationship with the one you have n love entire life...i dont want to put somemore bitterness into the problems u have already...all of sudden my lips zipped to tell what's going on into me after listening to your words... i really much understand and know my stand with you...but at certain time u made me like i never want to understand your situation..but its ok i take it inside with me with all the pain i've to go thru that time...i dont want things to be so tensed..
apa pun my heart n love is always for u..never ever i want to put it away coz u are the greatest love and gift in me all these while..why should i put u away...u have been my inspired for almost of my life...i carried u in me...if i put u away meaning im putting my other half of life inside me away..u always complete my days and nites no matter u were with me or not...i love you just the way u are..though now things are not so good n never will be the same like the past 6months we meet where that was the greatest moment in our lives... i appreciate that and im thanking you for the love u giving me although its a while..
i never meant at all to hurt you..im just doing it for u...the happiness u should have..and i will be happy to see you happy there..trust me...kalau la u faham...n kalau u tahu apa i ada skrang mungkin keadaan akan jadi lagi buruk i guess...i dont want you to worry much on me, i dont want you to think on me all the time if you know my condition...
biar apapun sekarang u fikir...u have the rights..its all yours...who am i to judge myself to you kan...what ever it is..i hope u will understand..
lama mana i ada pun it doesnt really important to u sekarang..i guess you woulnt want to know..only god knows what im trying to said n to do...
if loving you is a sin...im doing it to be sinner so i can be in hell burning for loving you...n if im so wrong to love you just say it so...and i wont love you anymore....
