Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada Illahi, aku dapat kembali lagi menarikan jari di sini...agak lama aku tak berpenakan jari disini...

Segala kekuatan aku ada sekarang ini telah dapat mengubat sedikit demi sedikit kesakitan yang aku alami..alhamdullillah...berapa bulan ini aku tetap berusaha ke sana sini untuk berubat..malah sekarang baru aku nampak kesan positifnya...aku mampu tersenyum kembali sedikit sekarang ini..banyak perubahan aku alami sekarang ini...kekuatan dari segi mental dan fizikal aku kembali pulih..terutamanya hati aku yang terlampau dalam luka suatu ketika dahulu...

Allah itu Maha Pengasih kepada hamba2nya...setiap bait doa hambaNya dia mendengar...terima kasih ya Allah..aku kini dapat kecapi kehidupan aku kembali setalah aku jatuh dengan keadaan yang bukan datang dari kehendak aku sendiri suatu ketika dahulu...

Aku juga berterima kasih atas sokongan kawan-kawan yang begitu memahami keadaan aku ketika ini dan dahulu..thank you guys for caring so much about me...may Allah bless you all with happiness and kindness forever...

Haaa...satu lagi...aku dah boleh lupa Nana...huahuahuahua....(is it???) YESSS!!! of course lahhh dah lupa...now i realised not a worth for having him in my heart for the entire life until now...bodoh ker???ehehehe sendiri mau ingat lah...sekarang baru terbuka minda that how silly i am those days kan kan kan....takpe lah the past is past, i dont want to turn back anymore...between love and hate...that is all about...hope he happy with his own life wherever he is right now...not my concern to think about it anymore...tak macam dulu2...sentiasa ada DIAAAA....huahuau...

Am i that kejam sekarang???entahlah...dah tak ada feeling2 sonata lagik...cewahhh....yes, tell u the truth KBS world tuhh banyak help me out to forget u nana...seriously i like it that way...why??? ermmm...coz i rasa banyak lagik hero-hero handsome dari u kot...hahah...ermmmm tak ada lah...just that i felt i can forget u and what happened between u n me already...well, it takes time to heal...2tahun tuhhh....takper as long as i can move on like now, im happy enough...


Arggghhh!! tulis jer apa nak tulis kan...you wouldnt know im here...

Nana, one thing for sure is you always be my first love...always...tak kira macam mana i lupa ker, nyanyuk ke one day, but this love i cannot forget for the rest of my life...you are the best thing that ever happened to me since my day 1 i met u in school...that is for sure...no doubt...

Nana, i have great news to tell u, my cancer cells dah stop activating...i can breathe easily now, there is no worries in me macam dulu lagik...well, bagaikan nyawa di hujung tanduk at one time...God knows how that feeling is...ermmm...kalau cakap u pun, u takkan nak tahu right??..owhhh whatever nana...im still telling you...takper lah you can deceived me like this as you like...i cant stop it...hope one fine day you will open your mind and realised it...

For the last time ever i want to say that " I miss you a lot nana, and I Love you so much".....saranghae